GETTING EMOTIONAL....OVER MONEY WHAT ELSE

Online poker is so damn sketchy...If I paid more attention to what went on, if I read more subjectpoker.com, about FT and its 60million player loans, I would've cashed out my entire roll and moved over to stars after black Friday. Too late now, I've been optimist for the past month, patiently waiting for my withdrawals, digging into my savings, putting shit on my credit cards. When I got a $1k instadebit monday it felt like rain on a forest fire. The $2k check was sent out apparently but I am honestly not hopping for much at this point. Plus another 1k in process and 4k life roll, I guess I have about $8k in limbo status...

I'm gonna stop reading 2p2 for a while, so much emotion in ppl's posts...I still think everyone will get their money back in the long run...how can these pros show their faces if they don't? don't disappoint me mr. Ivey ,you're still my hero.

my dad's always told me about debt, never to go in debt, pay back credit card bills on time, don't easily take loans...etc I've been thinking, what the fk is the point? you can make a good living, make enough to support yourself, your family, your house, cars, and in the end find out even though you yourself's not in debt, your fkn employer is...U.S Gov't has some 20 trillion debt, printing money like it's nothing...Cereus poker had over 50mil in player debts while having only 6 mil liquidity LMAO....moments like black friday show what ppl's true colors are...I heard the reason Stars management was better than FT and handled their money better was because their owners are jewish..

I try to remain calm...but I don't blame anyone getting emotional over all this...I feel like such a pawn and the game's jus getting dirtier...How can I trust FT, or even Stars after this past 2 months? I had just talked to CJ about staking me on Stars when I go back to Beijing...I feel now I am responsible to let him know that there are factors and risks outside our control, and the sketchy nature of this business.

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