HOLY MOTHERFKING SHIT....

I just got off the phone with my friend in China who was supposed to receive a Western Union transaction from me at a local Beijing bank....I am so motherfkn pissed right I was literally yelling my lungs out....here's what I think about China, Chinese people and our 5000 years of wisdom accumulated and in the end...only to fkn create a society with no wisdom left, everyones a mtherfkn zombie working for a worthless paycheck....if one thing chinks are good at is EFFICIENCY, oh....another one.....PIRACY.

Chinks work hard, we crush our competitors globally till they start smashing our Mercedes, burn our shit, and put knives in our chests....well JEALOUSY IS A MOTHERFKER. The whole world has this jealousy going against China right now, don't deny it...We work 4x more hours, and get paid 10x less...YES, we're efficent at what we do...because the country raised chinks to grow up as zombies...see this is why there will never be a chinese nobel price winner, we'll never CREATE, we'll always COPY. YAO MING was either 1. a fluke  2. some sick government mutant experiment.

I hate it when people automatically assume ppl of asian decent=smart. it's so not fkn true, you can pull millions of chinese high school students out of their classrooms and they can recite entire text books...truth is though, they're fkn clueless and have no practical use in the real world...I've known quite a few very very intelligent ppl in my life, and none of them are chinese...in fact most of my chinese friends are pretty fkn retarded...other than snaking, living off they daddies, and being calculating bastards, most of em are pathetic...

other than our economy, we're devolving...that's the truth...we sacrifice ethics for paper...give in to greed and don give a shit about the ppl next to us...a heap of loose sand like that politician once said...I went back to beijing last year and saw maybe 1 or 2 decent looking girls out of the millions that passed my eyes in the month i was there...why u ask??? cuz its like this...the good looking ones marry ugly old dudes with lots of $$....then make ugly ass babies....ugly ass babies will repeat this process until finally....like chris tucker said "ALL YA'LL LOOK ALIKE"

I said we good at piracy....not exaggerating one bit either...heck we even based our government system on what the soviets used...I witnessed the annual military parade before leaving Beijing in late september/early october....dam that was a spectacle....anyone there could tell u that china's gonna take over the world eventually...but look closely and you'll see that our fighter jet designs = copied from russians, the soldiers carry ak-47 lookalikes, we don't have stealth bombers, or those cool american battlecruisers you see in movies because china can never pirate something as sophisticated as U.S technology....couple billion of ppl but not one scientist who can do it!! why??? because our scientists were all once highschool zombies.

hly shit....i was gonna blog about what happend w/ western union but completely went off...

LV??? GUCCY? FK THAT, WE COPY PIRATE MILITARY HARDWARE



TO BE CONTINUED....???

ADAPT

 













  Just set a record for most games played in a day, grinded 120 games today...woot. On the 29th I called CJ right away and told him about the FT situation, July 3rd I received the stake $$ and immediately jumped right back in business. 600 games later im up $1750ish on stars w/ the bonuses. I turned the $60 rob shipped me on cake for the husng membership into $600 in less than a weak grinding 5s, 10s, 20s, 30s. That put me at about $2300 so far this month...not bad at all considering what happened. Thanks to CJ for being understanding and putting his full trust in me...I had to ask him to help me out cuz I didn't want to go through July with no income...Time is $$.

I made about $5000 in June playing 55s mostly on FT...have about $7000 still on the site though...I'm getting to the point where if there is a chance that I might never get that back, I won't be as pissed off as before. Life goes on...Nobody coulda foretold this, and it had to happen on my first year of going pro. At least I took most of my roll off the site after April 15th, I coulda easily had over 10k+ on the site like I used to...

This will be another test to my patience and persistence, since april 15th, I haven't played a single game > $100s...mostly at the 50s....patiently grinding it out, put in more volume than I did back in the 1st 3 months of the year to make up for profit loss...

In all honestly, I feel like it's always such a close call for me in these, narrowly squeezing through tight situations like I've been doing all my life. I guess I failed at my goal to reach $200-$300s this year. Is it entirely my fault? Obviously not but again I coulda done much better controlling my spending habits. Such is life though....right now I am focused, and feel purpose in what I do...I will forever be my biggest and only critic, other than a few friends I trust, most of you ppl don't ever get to criticize me...don't brag shit to me man, I keep a low profile, real dudes move in silence, your best success is my worst blunder HA.

o ya....and one last thing, ppl get lazy as they grow old in life i think, STOP FKN ASKING ME STUPID QUESTIONS, THERE IS NO TRICK, NO SECRET.....PUT IN WORK AND GET PAID. Phil Ivey is not good because he's a poker prodigy, he's good because he's played more hours of poker than a lot of ppl same age as him when he was young, he lived in casino hotels to up his game, he would bust his tech support pay checks to rebuild his roll, he would repeat that until he gets to that point of awesome. PERSISTENCE IS OMNIPOTENT, ALL I GOT IS PERSISTENCE BOOOOM.